At the feet of Sri Ramakrishna
At this critical juncture, he remembered the words of his Professor,
Narendranath asked: ‘Have you seen
Ramakrishna answered his question in the
affirmative: ‘yes, I have seen him just as I see you here, only more
intensively’. At last, here was one who could assure
him from his own experience that God existed. His doubt was dispelled. The disciple’s
training had begun.
While Sri Ramakrishna tested him in so many ways, Narendranath, in turn, tested Sri Ramakrishna in order to ascertain the truth of his spiritual assertions. At one stage, after the passing away of his father in 1884, Narendranath’s family suffered many troubles and privations. At the suggestion of his master, Narendranath tried to pray to mother Kali at Dakshineswar for the alleviation of his family’s distress. He found, however, that although his need was for wealth, he could pray only for knowledge and devotion.
Gradually, Narendranath surrendered
himself to the master. And Sri Ramakrishna, with infinite patience, calmed and rebellious
spirit of his young disciple and led him forth from doubt to certainty and from
anguish to spiritual bliss. But, more than Sri Ramakrishna’s spiritual guidance
and support, it was his love which conquered young Narendranath, love which the
disciple reciprocated in full measure.
With Sri Ramakrishna’s illness and his removal to Kashipore, on the outskirts of Calcutta, for treatment, began Narendranath’s final training under his guru. It was a time remarkable for the intense spiritual fire which burned within him and which expressed itself through various intense practices. The Mater utilized the opportunity to bring his young disciples under the leadership of Narendranath. And when Naren asked that he might be absorbed in Nirvikalpa Samadhi, or dinarily regarded as the highest spiritual experience, the master admonished him saying: ‘Shame on you! I thought you would grow, like a huge banyan, sheltering thousands now I see you seek your own liberation’.
All the same, Narendranath had the much coveted realization, after which the master said that the key to this would thenceforth remain in his keeping and the door would not be opened till Narendra had finished the task for which he had taken birth. Three or four days before his mahasamadhi, Sri Ramakrishna transmitted to Narendranath his own power and told him: ‘by the force of the power transmitted by me, great things will be done by you; only after that will you go to whence you came’.
After the passing away of the master in august 1886, many of the young disciples gathered together in an old dilapidated house at Baranagore under the leadership of Narendranath.
Here, in the midst of
a life of intense austerity and spiritual practices, the foundation of the
Ramakrishna brotherhood was laid. It was during these days that Narendranath,
along with many of his brother disciples, went to Antpur; and there on
Christmas Eve (1886), sitting round a huge fire in the open, they took the vow
of sannyasa. The days at Baranagore were full of great joy, study, and
spiritual practices. But the call of the wandering life of the sannyasin was
now felt by most the monks. And Narendranath, too, towards the close of 1888,
began to take temporary excursions away from the Math.
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